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look what you do to me.
i love you.
jayson is home today thank god. i missed him.
i love you jayson david sereante.
i just thought i would write in here.
i don`t really know.
remember when everyone thought everyone was going to die in 2000.
ha.
yeah.. i guess i`m done now.
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| is this serious? |
[07 Jul 2004|12:18pm] |
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tommorow i'll be you-thursday |
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i miss this journal. i miss being happy w. jayson. i hate being confused. i need the special script thing to put pictures in my background on my xanga. mine is missing. i have to clean today nd i hate cleaning. oh death. jenny hasn't called yet but i really hope she can come over. i need my hair dyed.. i need a manicure. i need stability. fuck you.
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[12 Jun 2004|09:28am] |
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to the window.. to the wall.. |
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well today isnt so faggity. stayed the night at mollys which was fun. going to ashley wernickes at 11:30am. sunday 2:30pm wils grad party. i hate sneezing.. and snoring. i need to make a new live journal because i said.. and because this one is faggity.
contrary(sp?) to popular belief okay.. yes i did hang out with jayson .. did you.. woo woo .. no .. no we did not.
only 5 days left. 5 days thank GOD! fucking faggots.
<3 sing it to the tune of faggot faggot faggot
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| omfg |
[06 Jun 2004|12:27am] |
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fucking used |
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lipgloss and letdown-static lullaby |
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i hate everyone. way to be fucking faggots. die die die.
god only 10 days left.
you fucking hurt me so bad tonight. i really cant believe you did this. you are such a fucking faggot.
i really fucked up this time.
i totally see who my true friends are now. thank you.
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| with her legs moving |
[30 May 2004|02:56pm] |
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kayleigh mumbling. |
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well.. here we are.. mollys mom fixed my sheep which is good.. i have missed my sheep.
i love my moolay.
i love how people think they are cool cause they post anonymously and try to be cool but just end up looking like fags.
so i found out one semester next year i'll be at alternative cause i was a majOr slacker! and i didnt get enough credits.
well.. not much else to say.
seeing jaysOn and bella tOday maybe..
shOpping tOmmOrOw with my stepmOm wahOo.
well.. im not sure really what else to say except.. i want to talk to this boy.. but im super scared. should i just take my chances?
hMm.
» wait.. they don't love you like i love you.
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| she'll call you back |
[29 May 2004|12:51pm] |
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Peter Pan |
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i must say me and molly we have had our rough times but in the end she has been like the bestest gal she has been there for me no matter what through thick and thin and i love her a ton. i feel really bad for being such a horrible bitch to everyone. this year has been such a eye opener. wow i hate myself.
i dont really have much to say im staying the night at mollys house.
i like this boy.. even though.. i know i shouldnt.. keeping myself at a whatever happens happens level right molly?
sorry jayson for not watching bella today.
i want to apologize to everyone that i have been a bitch to and anyone i have hurt this year or ever.. sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry.
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| well its all just homoreffic at yo house aint it?! |
[22 May 2004|04:44pm] |
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Hybrid Moment - Misfits |
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well im really sick of all of this. im so sick of people walking over me and treating me like fucking shit. im sick of everyone who i thought were my friends effin me over. oh em gee die please.
so last night battle of the bands at SK w/ ashley and britney was SO god damn fun! i saw rachel A., robbi (angela mayos luvuh!), cedar heights fags, jessica, kendall, loretta, jarred carter, james peace, JACK of course!!,many more, and i got adopted by jacks parents!! yay for me being loved by the reynolds. so after bOb we got a ride home from mrs.reynolds and then we sat at grandpa-pas house for like 10 mins. then walked our fat asses to taco bell !! wOot! where i sat right next to the window so i could stare at people with my grandma sunglasses on. i met this guy morgan.. he was sitting in line at the drive through and gave me his number. ha.. greatness! crazy A Z N 's !!« speaking of AZNs i <3 cerena tOns! well not much more to say but that i completely love rodney.. and new douches of face.. oOps i mean new faces of death. haha. "shout that bloOd out rOdnEy!!"
i miss outside of school chillin with shawon. we must do that soonly.
i <3 scrapbooking.
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[15 May 2004|12:23pm] |
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bahahahaha |
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rating people HOT or NOT with courtney is fun!! look at this man with the mullet!!

not hot.. but that mullet is!!
<3
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| god damn perv! |
[15 May 2004|11:29am] |
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courtney chomping on cereal |
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WHAT THE FUCK is up with perverts.. kiddy porn.. taping shit with minors.. FAG!
jenny call me on my cell ASAP!
um fun times with courtney last night at viking fest..
going to my moms today to clean out my room.. if anyone wants to come over and hang out.. or help me let me know..
thanks to ashley for calling me at fucking 9:45am bitch.
ATTN: to who left the anonymous post on a earlier entry that was nice.. fuck anonymous posting.
Jayson « i love you more than you will ever know.. sorry i didnt call you yesterday plans changed.. we will get together tonight. call my cell when you can. <3
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[14 May 2004|05:07pm] |
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magnetic north |
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im at courtneys house!! oh em gee i LLLLLLLLLLLOVE courtney griffo! and i LLLLLLOVE jaclyn!
um.. not much to say.. going to viking fest with courtney tonight.. werd. im a P-I-M-P fer shure.
your mom.
« im going to sex up courtney griffo tonight what what sucka?!?!?!
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| eff you you clueless bastard.. |
[09 May 2004|12:21am] |
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the view - modest mouse |
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i love benny. what are you waiting for?!!?!? oooh.. blue burries!! fun times at my aunts in P to the IzzO! well.. not much to say..
im a P-I-M-P.
sorry cerena for not coming to yer picnic A Z N pride fo sho!
SHH!! amen.. thats right! praise the lord baby! i <3 benny!
« wait.. they don't love you like i love you..
<3 emo banana boy.. call me tommorow.
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| what a fucktard i am.. |
[07 May 2004|10:42pm] |
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black cadillacs/ashley wernicke |
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wowza! im lame for thinking things might just be different for once why do i do this? boys are scum. he has no idea im sure. is it because i am an obese american? probably.
mean girls isnt that great. i love ashley wernicke. bellas a month old today.
im missin the good ol days.
so for some reason i was like wow this guy is so different this will work fer shure well once again i went on thinking with my crazy obese girl brain nd i was fackin wrong! fack that fack it.
lets name our children after towns that we've never been too. cause we're done w/ all the fuck fuck fucking around.
im sick of people being so damn rude. im sick of unsure thoughts. i want things to be just blunt nd understood.. hurtful or not. gah. i hate boys.
« MY neighbor has a brown house.
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| but dont they have that butt gunk that gets on the carpet? |
[02 May 2004|02:05pm] |
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movies movies movies and more movies. |
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well.. thank god i don't have to go to my mothers today. i think molly has burnt our pizza. gary is over he isnt too talkative what gives.
richard is hilarious.. i enjoyed that ice cream.
i really want to see the whole ten yards.. emo banana boy when you come home lets rent it and watch it. we'll have a slumber party.. i'll paint your nails and we can buy some exfoilating face masks too. i hope you gave shep a bath he needs one. call me tonight.. better yet come home tonight. <3.
i miss jordan daniel farmer we NEED to hang out soon.
i cant wait for summer driving, working which will be nice.. 2 jobs might be stressful but its all about the green backs.. , and.. spending time w. ms.wernicke!ashley will be enjoying time w. emily this summer.. ha.. emily hates ashley why..? i think its a jealousy issue.
so my stepmom is convinced i think the dog will we be getting when we move will be a pug. so cute.
i miss your kisses hurry home love.
« we'll all float on alright.
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[02 May 2004|12:35am] |
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oh em gee molly i think we are drunk |
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damnit! no no no.
emo banana boy.. like a horse.. i think not right?
POST A MEMORY YOU HAVE OF ME HERE AND THEN POST THIS IN YOUR LIVEJOURNAL SO YOU CAN SEE WHAT PEOPLE REMEMBER ABOUT YOU.
stole it from daryl who i dont know.
♪and all i ever know.. is all i need is you..
♪<< stolen from my wonderful BEE-UU-TEE-FULL moolay!
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[01 May 2004|11:33pm] |
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i LOVE my moolay! |
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oral B commercial |
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JORDAN DANIEL FARMER I MISS YOU SOOOO VERY MUCH!! CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME!!!
so i stole it from moolay who stole it from bucnhes of people who stole it from god knows who!!
1. Go into your LJ's archives. 2. Find your 23rd post (or closest to). 3. Find the fifth sentence (or closest to). 4. Post the text of the sentence in your blog along with these instructions.
-06 Things You Say Most Days- 1. Fuck 2. yer mom 3. blah 4. is yo crotch hungry girl cause its eatin yo pants 5. indeedly doodly 6. fer shure
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well me and molly and shelayna went to the show. it was okay. it was a poser party.. but okay. didnt get a call from emo banana boy and shep tonight. you are SO god damn conceited. you dont even know who you are. i love how you are completely oblivious.
he belongs to her so how about you just back off.. before i uhh pull out the windmele. and then.. then we'll see whats what. i love water balloons. i love my moolay! i love gary and that coat he stole. i love shelayna i love that speed racer. go speed racer.. go.
goodnight. <3 emo banana boy. call me.
« i uh heart my moolay mucho!
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[01 May 2004|06:28pm] |
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killin machine!! |
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kill bill vol. 1 |
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okay i wanna just kill all humans.. lock your doors and windows and cover your head with your covers because moolay and i are on the prowl tonight!
stupid girls need to die.
he is not yours he never was and never will be so if i ever see you talking to him again and if i ever hear your god awful annoying laugh i might just kick you in teeth.
and as for YOU she effin hates you. you talk shit that you dont even know so you can effin burn. first trip tonight w/ the houses and killin and such. will be yours.
<3 emo banana boy.. i miss you so.. come home soon.. <3 <3 <3.
oh and you are a poser and a conformist and you are completely unoriginal you are annoying and naive so you should die as well.
I AM GOING TO THE COFFEE OASIS SHOW TONIGHT. suck it.
i love shelayna.
« and i wont sleep.. tell you are resting here with me..
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| PO why you gotta play me like that? |
[18 Apr 2004|01:26pm] |
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china girl - david bowie |
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garage sales today were uneventful. i got a book. the cabin. it looks good. i have to go home to my dads today.. =( i might get together with molly next weekend.. i dont know.. i hope i can. the DOT and mercy kill show is friday and im going i hope.. so im not sure.
man oh man i cant wait tell we move! i want a house so bad. i want a dog, and a computer, and a queen size bed. man when we move im gonna have people over like all the time. the first person to stay the night definitly has to be ashley wernicke. man oh man i heart her mucho. she needs to meet my super model dad. haha. she is hill-arry-us.
i get to see jarred today.. i hope. i wanna go shopping. i need clothes bad! who wants to go shopping with me? maybe my stepmom would let me bring someone with us.. shes a pain in my butthole sometimes.
lucy still hasn't given me our tolo pictures, and she still has my MPvsTR CD. i gotta remind her of that. ha.
i hate people who copy people its SO annoying. i hate conformists. i hate unoriginality. die die die.
[x] emo banana boy. i think i just might heart you. re-runs tonight but you can come over anyway. pork for dinner i think.. but we bought salad for you. bring your vanilla ice CD. call me and let me know. <3 <3 <3.
« hold me close on these chilly nights.. promise you'll never let me go..
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[17 Apr 2004|11:45pm] |
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HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY JAYSON DAVID SEREANTE.
my mom angers me like no ones business. i love my aunt and my mom can go screw herself for all i care. werd.
[x] to my little emo banana boy.. goodnight to you. i hope you sleep well. garage sails with me and my aunt tommorow maybe. thanks for being so great. you make me oh so happy. <3 mucho.
i love my moolay. i love my grandma purse. i love sushi. i love photography.
im deathly tired.. its time for bed.
« on this cold night i'm laying awake thinking of better things.. and i'm imagining being w/ you.. and it's all i really want.
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[17 Apr 2004|05:09pm] |
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your toxic im slipping under. man oh man i really love that song.
hMm. its weird.. i mean i talk to her and i think about her.. i see things and it reminds me of times w. her and i just think almost 6 years she was my best friend and now i barely ever talk to her.. i know she has moved on and made new friends.. and so have i.. its just weird.. when im crying and upset i still have the thought call her ya know.. why i dont know.. and i know she doesnt totally hate me and hasnt totally forgot about me and everything.. but.. i dont know.. some days i still wish we were friends because she really is a great person and she changed my life alot.. hmm ..
moving on.. [x] my little emo banana boy. you can still come over tonight if you want. we need to take a trip to target soon. olive garden for dinner on wensday.. ? we need to check on dashboard tickets too. <3.<3.<3.
i miss my mOolAy! we need to hang out soon.
i need to go shopping.
« i miss your kisses.
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